Thread:Hero Of Darkness/@comment-6380028-20180419123121/@comment-25037311-20180501195359

There's something I should tell you about me. You see, I have Asperger's. SEVERE Asperger's. And because of that I see the world very differently. My mental disorder causes me to become a raging jerk when I'm under stress. Some of us have a problem with expressing our emotions. I lose my ability to feel when I'm stressed, so I snap at people. And then I don't realize I'm rude until it's too late. I have been told repeatedly that I shouldn't use my Autism/Asperger's as an excuse, but that can't be right when it affects my ability to feel for others. I can be extremely insensitive in some situations. It's so bad that I'm told that I'm being insensitive or selfish. Then once I understand all the feelings wash over me. I prioritize things at that moment based on what's pressuring me the most, and don't see other things which may upset people when I do them. I know it sounds complicated. My mental disability affects my ability to feel, understand and realize things. And when I get angry or stressed I completely lose my ability to listen to reason and I won't think about the consequences of anything I do. And then I always feel horrible about them later.

One last thing, How come whenever I try to start a debate people are all so rude to me? But yet they'll debate with everyone else on here? I seriously don't get it.

I know I've asked this many times around the wiki but the reason why I keep asking is because I still have yet to receive a proper answer for this. They say that I do it in an obnoxious way but I fail to see how my way is any different than how the other people on here do it. I guess my Asperger's prevents me from seeing this as well but I really don't. And I want to know what I can do to improve.